sick

assalamualaikum...peace to all...

i am sick.sick with my own sickness..and with sicknesses that surround me...but i dont want to discuss my own sickness here.it's up to me to work on the cure.it's the sicknesses in the surrounding that matter.

believe it or not, malaysian now are queueing to board the KTM commuter.although it's just at the KL sentral station, i believe this really is a major improvement in malaysian attitude.at least the situation at the constantly congested station has become more organized now.

okay then, we, the passenger have done our part in improving the public transportation system.i wonder when will the company do their part.after the prime minister took a ride in the commuter and gave bad comment on it, it took several months for KTM Berhad to response and take action.though, the action is more onto 'improving' the passenger.they draw lines at the train platforms and hired several policemen to make the passengers queue at the colourful lines.but the trains are still incredibly not punctual and not enough to cater for the numerous passengers, especially during peak hours.this situation depicts a mindset that has infected most malaysian nowadays: the tendency to blame others and put own weaknesses aside.

such mindset can be seen almost anywhere in this country.sadly, the political arena nowadays too has been infected.it's quite a shame for me when i saw that politician in the hated United State seems to have more dignity than some politician in my 'Islamic' malaysia.when Mc Cain lose the presidential election, he still gave compliment to Obama and hope for the best in his career as the president of the 'terror-buster' nation.this might be just a politic drama with hidden intention.but, this at least show that he lose with dignity and that he knows he and his men got some weaknesses which they must find a way to eliminate.however, this situation is very unlikely to happen in malaysia.

the presence of both government and opposition sides in a country was meant to improved the situation in the country.but it seems that in malaysia, they keep destroying each other, leaving the people to live in agony.people vote for them not to see some low class political drama-we have seen enough of that in the lousy public television-we want a leadership.a good leadership begin with knowing own weaknesses.however, it seems that most of those in the high position nowadays do not held to this principle.

i remember there was this one 'datuk' giving a speech to us, college students during a talk organized by the government.the 'datuk' really condemned those who admit their own weaknesses.in contrast,he praised those who announce that they do not have any weaknesses and will choose this type of person in the job interview.most of us rebelled against that statement.suprisingly, he kept defending his nonsense stand with his elites colleagues supporting.we leave the one-day programme with..what the hell?..is it the generation gap?..are we just being naive?..or are they really such a prick?..i hope that i won't be like one of them in the future...and neither my friends...